How thick the braid that coiled around your neck and snaked down your back. How cold our rented room. How poor my attempts to pronounce the words we whispered in your mother tongue. The more pomegranate I ate, the more difficult the kä sound became – kämpa as in struggle; kärlek as in love – which was almost like the shh in my name, but not. Almost edible, the insides of this strange fruit: moist, chalky, acidic, sweet, and stinging the mouth’s soft flesh.
You wiped the juice from my chin. I kissed the stains on your wrists. You told me, Eve plucked a pomegranate, not an apple. I said, everything gets lost in translation. You told me about Persephone, poor lass, who ransomed her return for just one taste. I said, I might go home one day.
That winter I carried the weight of our love on my tongue.